I wanted to lead a life Normal. What do I lack? “You lack X” “Am I responsible?” Nobody answered. Nobody helped. I took over X. I lacked Y then. I didn’t ask am I responsible. I completed Y. I know I’m not normal. But much closer to The best average normal. Longing to take a jump To be normal, I think I took few long steps. It’s a jump Jump had few steps covered. Now life asks why did you jump. “You should have waited and never jumped” It’s all in my hands. I have seen x and y. Will see life as well. Nobody is responsible I’m flawed, cursed. I need to fix. I am responsible. I need to prove my life it’s normal. Normal